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observation de vous;

observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir

the 4 hearts

an almost perfect lady.

August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
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January 2008
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July 2008
September 2008

firstly and foremostly, i'd like to apologise sincerely to these following people.

daddy -- i'm sorry i didn't listen to you and for disappointing you. yet, i've to thank you for not being angry, and for being terribly understanding when i told you the lessons i've learnt. i love you daddy.

mommy -- i'm sorry i messed up the place real bad.

alan -- i'm sorry for putting you through it all for me last night. i'm sorry you stayed up so late and got all worried. i'm truly sorry. i'm sorry for disappointing you and spoiling your supposedly fun night too. i know from the botton of my heart, if you were there, everything would have never happened. you'll always be the best. (:

yean lih -- i'm sorry for biting your arm real bad. i still remembered the one question you kept asking repeatedly. and the answer is no. but thank you so much for seeing me through my awful state and for putting me back to the living room. thanks for the ride over to tampines too.

andrea -- i'm sorry i was awful company! i hope you had fun still though. next friday's still on alright. i love you.

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it woke me up. after what happened, i learnt more about myself and more about my feelings. 'no space between me and yu can seperate us'. what yu said really is so true. everything happened. so many things came and went. but here we are. still standing here. and to say we're far apart is entirely wrong because we aren't. we never were. yu're right. we were together all along even when it seemed we weren't. i know this sounds totally weird, but when yu left this evening it felt like it was my fault yu left. i was really trying to act like it wasn't going to be so bad all, but it was. and i cried. because for a long while i haven't felt so close to yu as i did today. and i didn't want the night to end. love, yes. thats what i still feel for yu.




i can't be with you. i may like you, but i love him.

- everything's just temporary;
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